sike_o_path (sike_o_path) wrote,

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I'm drowning and I don't know what to do. My eyes never dry, my heart never stops squeezing so tight that I think I just might die this lips are bloody and raw because of all the words I'm holding inside.

I don't sleep well anymore, the nightmares have come back and some nights i'd rather lie awake and stare at the walls until unconciousness comes...I don't remember when I eat or care if I don't either--my clothes are getting bigger. I barely matter to myself, I don't expect anyone else to be concerned about this chaos my life have become.
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