I hate it. I hate living here so, so much. But I don't have any other choice right now so i'm making the best of it until I get get myself together again. Life is rough, and finding reasons to smile seem to get harder and harder...but I refuse to fall back into crazy I worked myself into.
I've also been writing a lot, because I have quite a bit of free time these days. I talked to musicalmimicry about it, and she talked me into posting it to my journal once I finish it...scared to death, but I think it will be good for me. :3
I love writing and I hadn't been doing it in a while, so i'm looking forward to what might become of this.
I also did some cosmetic work on the page--now instead of ToraPon, it's all of Alice Nine; man I love this band so much, and this is one of my favorite photoshoots.
It feels strange updating my blog after being away for so long...hopefully that will change soon! XD